Huhu~

I just wanna post something before i off & go to studyyyy<< last minute studying~ >o< ~~ Well~ tmr nid go back school & exammmm~ ToT~ gud luck to allllll~ rmb cut ur nails ya~ :D ~ & gambateh!! study hard!< too late to say that lolz~ Heheh~ seeing ma previous posts...& i feel that~ i'm not gonna post anything that says ma sadness anymore~ unless i'm really sad or stressed or hav nobody to talk to at that moment~ the reason is...cuz i find it kinda annoying =o= & i dun want anybody to blame themselves & feel bad~ :[ << if u're angry rather than feeling bad then i'm sorry? for whomever thats angry when i'm not talkin bout u & i wanted to spread happiness not sadness lolz >3< ~ Anyyyyyywayyyysss~ good luckkkk~ x] i will pray for all of u nice ppl~ >o< i'll pray for da bad ppls too >3< huhu~ Je t'aime~ Muuuuaaakkkzzz~

A Love Story~~

10th Grade:-
...
As I sat there in English class,

I stared at the girl next to me.

She was my so called 'best friend'.

I stared at her long, silky hair,

and wished she was mine.

But she didn't notice me like that,

and I knew it.

After class,

she walked up to me and asked me for

the notes she had missed the day before.

I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'

and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her, I want her to know

that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

11th grade:-

The phone rang. On the other end,

it was her. She was in tears,

mumbling on and on about how

her love had broke her heart.

She asked me to come over

because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.

As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her

soft eyes, wishing she was mine.

After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,

and three bags of chips,

she decided to go home.

She looked at me, said 'thanks'

and gave me a kiss

on the cheek..I want to tell her,

I want her to know that

I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.



Senior year:-

One fine day she walked to my locker.

"My date is sick" she said,

"hes not gonna go" well,

I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,

we made a promise that

if neither of us had dates,

we would go together just as 'best friends'.

So we did.

That night, after everything was over,

I was standing at her front door step.

I stared at her as She smiled at me

and stared at me with her crystal eyes.

Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!"

and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her,

I want her to know

that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

Graduation:-

A day passed, then a week, then a month.

Before I could blink, it was graduation day.

I watched as her perfect body

floated like an angel

up on stage to get her diploma.

I wanted her to be mine-but

she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

Before everyone went home,

she came to me in her smock and hat,

and cried as I hugged her.

Then she lifted her head from my shoulder

and said- 'you're my best friend,

thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.

I want to tell her,

I want her to know

that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

Marriage:-

Now I sit in the pews of the church.

That girl is getting married now.

and drive off to her new life,

married to another man.

I wanted her to be mine,

but she didn't see me like that,

and I knew it.

But before she drove away,

she came to me and said 'you came !'.

She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.

I want to tell her,

I want her to know

that I don't want to be just friends,

I love her but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

Death:-

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin

of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.

At the service, they read a diary entry

she had wrote in her high school years.

This is what it read:

'I stare at him wishing he was mine,

but he doesn't notice me like that,

and I know it.

I want to tell him,

I want him to know that

I don't want to be just friends,

I love him but I'm just too shy,

and I don't know why.

I wish he would tell me he loved me !

'I wish I did too...'

I thought to my self, and I cried.


Guys & girls~ if u love someone just say lar =3= belum try belum tahu~ x] Even if da other ppl didn't accept u, at least u won't have any regrets~ :D

Titanic in 5 seconds!!

Damn funny sia!!!! xD i laugh like heeeeeeelll~~!! must watch!! just gonna use 12 seconds of ur time< da first few seconds is da title~ really funny!! xD "the ship can't sink *plop*" xD hahahahaha!!

I luv u~ I luv u~ I luv uuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~ Haha~ xD its just a song~~ very nice~~ x] aiya~ i wanna post geh~ but find bu dao that vid =o= Pei yee jie shao geh song~!  ♥ ♥  uber awesome~!!  hehe~ not gonna tell u wad song~ ohoho~ tata~ xD

i dun wanna studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! T^T aaaaaaaaaaaa~ i hate studying!!! but but~ if i dapat top 10 in class....heheh....can go mph buy buku~~ O(∩_∩)O ~~ huhu~ i must gambateh niaaaaaaa~ even though im very lazy now =o=...... ah well~ all exam d~gambeth lurr~ dun keep facebook-ing twitter-ing or blogging siaa~~ +u~ x]

Exammmmm

Today, is da day, of da freakin maths exam. I've been chiong-ing ma maths for da last few days.... but yet, i don't feel confident at all =o=.... hallelujah hallelujah~ T^T seriously, i hate maths, & i didn't study BC~ juz now baru start...well...theres nothing much to study since its paper 2....so i just c some essays....huhu... first time i so hardworking~ :3 To all those ppl that is having exam, gambateh~!! Je t'aime~~ Muuuuuaaakkkzzzz~

~today~18/10/2011

Nothin much bout today.......just playing wif water lol O.O & omigoshh!!! Exam is coming soon!! like, very very soon! its this Thursday! Maths & BC on Friday!! I'm screwed!!!! I suck at maths!! like, reaaal bad!!! T^T gotta face ma book now!! Wish mii luck!! On second thought, just pray for mii since i don't quite believe in luck~ Je t'aime~ muuuaaakkzz~

Haha!! A new fav anime has appeared!!!!!! what anime is it kah??? heheh not gonna tell uu~~ blekkk~~ xP muahahahaha~ reason for not telling? simple~ cuz i dun wan anybody to watch that anime then boast about how they found it ( even though they truly read mii blog oni know geh but they just say they how geng how geng find dao that anime ) << i despise ppl like that == buahahaha~ i'm not selfish~ i oni share good things with good ppl~ thats all~ x] Je t'aime~ tata~~

~today~14/10/2011

Aaa....seems like writing mii blog now is too late =3= 1 something edi~ Anyway~ i forgot almost everything about today~~ soooooooo~ can't say anything~ hmm....well da font i chose for mii blog leh~ err...da exclamation mark(感叹号) looks like L ... so... don't c wrong yar!! the font is cute but y does it hav to look like L !! RAWR!!! Anyways~ Je t'aime~~ Muuuuaaaaakkkkkkzzzzzz~

~today~13/10/2011

Today.....is a fun day of course~ :D Heheh~ start right from da top! hmm...so when i went to school, Pei Yee say to mii "ur bro oh" then i "whr? whr?" then *doo dong*<< sound effect, learned from Sandara Park from 2ne1~ x] my bro standing at da door, maybe da katering d something something & hes wearing my papa's office shirt lol O.O....after that after that....eeeeeee.....recess time, we celebrate something,<< after recess is Sc, tc let us celebrate.. so we go surau thr wait wait wait then go canteen makan makan makan for 2 period~muahaha~ then pjk pjk then go back class then pjk again, heheh, something interesting happened during this time...hmm... basically, i'm already really scared of balls =o=...& then & then mii, kah kei, pei yee sitting at da basketball court thr, facing da ppl playing football....then stand up...then... *doo dong* a football suddenly fly here =o= and kah kei was pushing mii to da side =o= << she macam more scared than mii~ xD muahaha~ no la no la jkjk, continue...er... & her hand, i dunno how, hit dao my waist =o= very pain sia! then blar blar blar go back class dunno y no electricity! hot dao!!!! .. btw, i ran out of sweets!!  anyways~~ Je t'aime~~ Muuuuaaaaakkkkzzzz~

Hmm....i wonder wads wrong wif mii.... heart aches.... for some reason.... but i'm not sure why..... i'm just sure i really need someone now.... :[ i nid a friend! y all off9 T^T just when i needed comfort da most...& my hp bo lui! T~T idunwannabealoneanymore. Help.Mii. I.Nid.You. :[

Reality of fear:
You're not scared of the dark,
You're scared of whats in it.
You're not afraid of heights,
You're afraid of falling.
You're not afraid of the people around you,
You're just afraid of rejection.
You're not afraid to love,
You're just afraid of not being loved back.
You're not afraid to let go,
You're just afraid to accept the reality that hes gone.
You're not afraid to try again,
You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason. ♥♥

~today~7/10/2011

Today~yeaa...kinda fun~ lolz~ at first, before school, a little rain d, i wanna lin yu marr~ so i stand thr, but no feel geh  then suddenly big rain~ haha~ i stand close to thr jek my skirt d bottom thr wet liao~ then i give up lolzzz~ when its raining heavily, stair case thr mesti got puddle d~ ohohohohoho~ i like to step on da puddle ( of course ) so pei yee they all know liao d, always let mii walk first~ haha~they were like this ah~ da happy moment when i'm playing with water~~ well well, nothing special after that.......gua? blar blar~ Je t'aime~~ Muuuuuaaaaakkkkkkzzzz~ 

Big Bang!!

I yesterday night read dao this~

With the recent news of Big Bang‘s G-Dragon caught in a legal issue for smoking marijuana, fans can’t help but be worried about Big Bang’s future as they are arguably one of the most successful boy bands in Korea at the moment.  Without a doubt, this is the boys’ most difficult moment in their careers, as now another member of the group is forced to postpone his activities.

Back in May of this year, member Daesung was involved in a car accident which took the life of a man and ultimately had the idol temporarily leaving the music industry.  Now we have G-Dragon who has been arrested for smoking marijuana.  These boys have come a long away starting from their debut years, but 2011 seems to be their worst year.

Many of their future schedules have gone down the drain.  First off, GD&TOP were in plans to release a new single in Japan between November and December, however with the recent incident, it’s unlikely to happen.  Furthermore, G-Dragon was in the process of making a comeback with a new solo, mid October.  All of his comeback plans have been dismissed.

This isn’t the first time the group has had to pause major activities.  Prior to Daesung’s car accident, the group was in preparation for new music and concert releases.  Unfortunately, those plans were trashed when news of the idol’s accident hit media outlets.

It is apparent that Daesung took a huge loss with the unfortunate event.  Even after 5 months, there are no signs of the idol returning to the industry.  Industry Analysts have predicted that G-Dragon might have to take a long break just like his group mate.  Considering how strict the Korean government is in regards to marijuana usage, this prediction is very reasonable.

According to reports, the idol took the drug back in May and after further investigation, a hair drug test came out to be positive in July.  The idol even confessed himself that he smoked marijuana while attending a club in Japan.

On the bright side, because this was G-Dragon’s first offense, the prosecutor will not be giving him a serious charge, which means he will not be officially indicted.  Despite this, the idol has taken a huge loss all because of the usage of marijuana.

The boys’ agency, YG Entertainment is also struggling as Big Bang is their biggest source of income.  According to their annual reports, 27.98% of their total revenue for the first half of the year was from Big Bang’s concerts alone.  If you include their album sales and endorsements, it goes beyond 50% of the total revenue mark.

With the band’s temporary cease of activities, it’s no doubt that the company will have a sharp drop in revenue in the latter half of the year.  Analysts have shared that if G-Dragon gets his name blacklisted from broadcasting companies, it may be the very end of Big Bang.

But but~ Da Big Bang VIPs will be supporting them~ 2ne1 Blackjacks would be supporting them too~ >.< Hope its not da end!! I still seriously wanna hear their songs! GD fighting! >o< 

U-kiss ----- Neverland

Seriously i am loving this song~ Soooo nice~~~~~~~!! Enjooooyyyy~~~

~today~6/10/2011

Lolz i today so 38~~  extra hyper today~ & i am seriously addicted to jumping~ Heheh....i just rmb...the most 38 time is....pjk time~ hahaha~ crazy sia~ at first we're like chatting chatting chatting & then we go c Jie Wen play basketball~ then bla bla bla Kah Kei & Pei Yee started training Jie Wen's running~then i walk in front first & i picked up a looooong branch & point it to them like want to fight lolz~  then i got run for a while then bla bla play wif da branch~ then fang xue liao~ i holding da branch..ah i should just call it stick, sounds nicer. So as i was saying, i was holding da stick like sakai~ xD then scream like sakai~ xD then throw it behind~~ then then after school~ heheh~ kah kei buy ice cream, i stand behind her keep saying "bankai"  ~haha so fun~~ Je t'aime~~~ Muuuuuuaaaaaaakkkkkkkzzzzzz~

~today~5/10/2011

Dammit! last 2 days no write blog =.= yesterday was becuz da stupid internet got prob!! RAWR!! but da day before that...hehe.... paiseh... read book read dao too zhuan xin, forgot liao  Well...as for today... i don't think anything special happened though..... hmm.....but when i came home & saw something... heart got a bit sour sour~ haha~ its ok if u don't get it~  cuz i don't get it either~ Ah who cares~ Je t'aime~ muuuuaaaakkkkzzzzz~

One tiny tiny request for u guys~ >o< Don't turn off da song~~ its really nice~ if u can, hear it all~ x] pleeeaaaassseeeeeee~~ Enjoy da songss~ Thxxxxx~ Btw its all english songs

Boy: U're a b*tch!
Girl: I've been called worst.
Boy: Really? What?
Girl: U're girlfriend~ :]

Lol xD the boy got owned sooooo bad

What Hurts The Most~ :]

♥~I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house~That don't bother me~ I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out~ I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while~ Even though going on with you gone still upsets me~ There are days every now and again I pretend i'm okay~ But that's not what gets me~ What hurts the most~ was being so close~ and havin' so much to say~ and watchin' you walk away~ And never knowing~ what could have been~ and not seeing that loving you~ is what i was tryin' to do~♥

I know i typed a lot of da lyrics but this whole song kinda represents mii lifiieee~ :] ~ Its a nice song~ Plz listen and enjoy~