Today go Pei Yee house do project~
I tired dao forget bring this,forget bring that~ =3=
Actually, i think i go there eat oni =.=
Go 99 buy jor sweets~ ♥
Then i keep eating + chatting~
Then hungry.....then eat Pizza~ ♥
Then....write liao few words~
Then chat chat chat~
Then go park walk walk~
Then go home~
Then play com with Ai Lin beside me~! XD
Fun yaaaaar~~ ♥
Hope u all have a good day~ Muaaakkkzzz~ ♥♥
Tuesday 31 May 2011
Monday 30 May 2011
Holiday~ ♥
1 simple,nice & common word to describe------- BORING!!! It's like all i did was eat, sleep, watch tv, read books, play com~ well, ya~~ a simple life~ a simple girl~ a simple house~ a simple day~ at least i don't have to go to school though.....well~have a nice day~~ ♥ Muaaakkkkzzzzz ♥♥
Friday 27 May 2011
27/5/2011~ ♥
Mmm~~first thing i do at IOI~ find Pei Yee looo~
then go AMW~ ♥ makan makan~~
Then somebody called me~believe me,after that call,i kept laughing~XD
Then go Comic Tracks~
Then go sweet hse~shun bian go Speedy~
Then then~go play xia game in Jusco~
Then go c Kung Fu Panda 2~ ♥
Nice~~~ ♥
Then...err...popular buy books~ ♥
Buy le 2 love story~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Then....go play again~~~~~! ♥
Then plaaaaaaaaay plaaaaaaaaaay plaaaaaaaaaaay go home jor~ XD ♥
Fun Day~~ ♥
Love u All~ ♥
Muaaakkkz~~ ♥♥
then go AMW~ ♥ makan makan~~
Then somebody called me~believe me,after that call,i kept laughing~XD
Then go Comic Tracks~
Then go sweet hse~shun bian go Speedy~
Then then~go play xia game in Jusco~
Then go c Kung Fu Panda 2~ ♥
Nice~~~ ♥
Then...err...popular buy books~ ♥
Buy le 2 love story~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Then....go play again~~~~~! ♥
Then plaaaaaaaaay plaaaaaaaaaay plaaaaaaaaaaay go home jor~ XD ♥
Fun Day~~ ♥
Love u All~ ♥
Muaaakkkz~~ ♥♥
Geng~ ❤
I listen to a music,listen dao cry liao~ dunno y, that song, calms me down, empty my mind, and the moment i emptied my mind, the first person i thought of----- Khar Kee.....then all other friends.....then the memories.... then tada~i cry jor! Miss u guys so much...... ❤
Thursday 26 May 2011
崩溃……
我崩溃啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!一个两个,是欠打还是欠皱还是欠扁!!!我要辞职啊!!我不干啦!!做么早不讲迟不讲现在才讲啊!气死我啦!!!!T^T 55555~ 我认输啊!!我向你们这些男生认输啊!我终于知道男生的恐怖了……
Last day of exam~~
Today KH & Moral examination~~KH,no nid ask,all tembak~XDXD Moral~haizz...no eye see~~well,today recess,like yesterday,aso very fun~ :3 Happy~~finish exam liao~~wakaka~~~
Wednesday 25 May 2011
6th day of exam~
Aaah~>.< before forgot to write 5th day d~but nvm la~so.....today is Science & Geografi examination~ Science...at first i thought it was bad....but Geografi was worst =.= i am dead.........& my BI get B~~ T^T 555~~ but i will gambateh jor~XD haha~this time d exam,i think too much liao~ cannot really concentrate but~well...hope my friends not too sad lor~>.< next time exam try harder ya~! xixi~today recess, watch them play football~haha~some funny moments~ This type of football oni looks fun mar~all those real football with stupid rules~not fun at all~~must have funny thing happen oni fun mar~xixi~~watching them play,made my day~ ♥ so thankkkiieeewww very muchhhh~~ ♥♥
囧……
你要看答案,也不要看得那么明显吧……几个眼睛看着你看你隔壁那个人的答案……不会就不要学人家看答案啦~ 靠靠自己的实力啦!不会做咩读书咯!这种东西你都有本事做!人家考得差,至少人家没有看答案咯!废啦!你这种人,无药可救!改?改你的头啦!变得更死就有!!
Tuesday 24 May 2011
Ice cream......
Ice cream~~!!! hate uuuuuu!!!!!! T^T even though its my fault that i forgot how to eat u!! but but, y do u have to drip on my hand!! & on my friend's skirt!!!!!!!!!! Vanilla, its not ur fault,ur good today. Chocolate.....i oledi hate u very very much,now + u go attack my friends skirt,& suddenly decided to attack my hand =.=....i despise u now..........
Monday 23 May 2011
废……
废到要死!!连 Big Bang & 2ne1 的歌,lollipop,都给你偷?!还放在自己的mixpod那边!!不可原谅!!不可原谅!!Avril Lavigne 的 What The Hell 都给你拿!!!!没有看hitman reborn就不要放它的歌啦!! 怒…… 你够了喔!Big Bang & 2ne1 的歌……此有此理……死……三……番……绝对……不可原谅……!!!!!!我朋友说得没错,不愧是copy之神……
♥ Copy from a vid~ ♥ very nice~ ♥
别等,不该等的人。
别伤,不该伤的心。
有时,爱也是一种伤害。
残忍的人,选择伤害别人 ;
善良的人,选择伤害自己。
[ 哭 ] 并不代表我屈服。
[ 退一步 ] 并不象征我认输。
[ 放手 ] 并不代表我放弃。
正如我微笑,并不意味着我快乐。
只有放弃,没有忘记。
看得淡一点,伤就会少一点。
时间,让深的东西越来越深,让浅的东西越来越浅。
我笑,全世界都在跟着我笑。
我哭,全世界只有我一个人哭。
[ 孤独 ] 不一定不快乐。
[ 得到 ] 不一定能长久。
[ 失去 ] 不一定不再拥有。
爱上一个人的时候,总会有点害怕。
怕得到他,怕失去他。
我们真的要过了很久很久,才能够明白,自己真正怀念的,到底是怎样的人,怎样的事。
在对的时间,遇见对的人是一种 [ 幸福 ] 。
在对的时间,遇见错的人是一种 [ 悲伤 ] 。
在错的时间,遇见对的人是一声 [ 叹息 ] 。
在错的时间,遇见错的人是一种 [ 无奈 ] 。
雨停了,天还不蓝,风还不静,那是因为它们在传递 [ 我对你的思念 ] !
如果有一天你接到无声电话,那时我又在想你了,没有言语,无声无息,只为让你感受到 [ 我的存在 ] !
想你我懂什么是心痛,看你我懂什么是幸福,认识你我懂什么是缘分。
如果水珠代表平安,我送你整个海洋,如果星星代表幸福,我送你整个星系,如果蝴蝶代表思念,我会把自己变成一只小小的蝴蝶,永远思念你!
如果能静心,我还是选择想 [ 你 ] 。
如果能安神,我还是继续想 [ 你 ] 。
如果能跳跃,那因为你就是 [ 你 ] 。
如果能永世,就因为只属于 [ 你 ] 。
想你,是一种简单的幸福,因为,我实在有 [ 福 ] 能这样想你。
你的快乐,就是我自己最大的安慰,
我爱你,所以我放手,
虽然很痛很痛,我还是放手,
因为我要让你快乐,让你幸福……
没有和你一起到老,是我一生最大的遗憾!
我爱你~! ♥
别伤,不该伤的心。
有时,爱也是一种伤害。
残忍的人,选择伤害别人 ;
善良的人,选择伤害自己。
[ 哭 ] 并不代表我屈服。
[ 退一步 ] 并不象征我认输。
[ 放手 ] 并不代表我放弃。
正如我微笑,并不意味着我快乐。
只有放弃,没有忘记。
看得淡一点,伤就会少一点。
时间,让深的东西越来越深,让浅的东西越来越浅。
我笑,全世界都在跟着我笑。
我哭,全世界只有我一个人哭。
[ 孤独 ] 不一定不快乐。
[ 得到 ] 不一定能长久。
[ 失去 ] 不一定不再拥有。
爱上一个人的时候,总会有点害怕。
怕得到他,怕失去他。
我们真的要过了很久很久,才能够明白,自己真正怀念的,到底是怎样的人,怎样的事。
在对的时间,遇见对的人是一种 [ 幸福 ] 。
在对的时间,遇见错的人是一种 [ 悲伤 ] 。
在错的时间,遇见对的人是一声 [ 叹息 ] 。
在错的时间,遇见错的人是一种 [ 无奈 ] 。
雨停了,天还不蓝,风还不静,那是因为它们在传递 [ 我对你的思念 ] !
如果有一天你接到无声电话,那时我又在想你了,没有言语,无声无息,只为让你感受到 [ 我的存在 ] !
想你我懂什么是心痛,看你我懂什么是幸福,认识你我懂什么是缘分。
如果水珠代表平安,我送你整个海洋,如果星星代表幸福,我送你整个星系,如果蝴蝶代表思念,我会把自己变成一只小小的蝴蝶,永远思念你!
如果能静心,我还是选择想 [ 你 ] 。
如果能安神,我还是继续想 [ 你 ] 。
如果能跳跃,那因为你就是 [ 你 ] 。
如果能永世,就因为只属于 [ 你 ] 。
想你,是一种简单的幸福,因为,我实在有 [ 福 ] 能这样想你。
你的快乐,就是我自己最大的安慰,
我爱你,所以我放手,
虽然很痛很痛,我还是放手,
因为我要让你快乐,让你幸福……
没有和你一起到老,是我一生最大的遗憾!
我爱你~! ♥
4th day of exam~
today.....BI & PSK examination~ BI so banyak pressure for me oh~>.< ~ & i dunno y~ tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired daoooooooo~haiz haiz~~ hope everyone good luck yar~~muakkz~
Sunday 22 May 2011
All of my thoughts about everything i like~ ♥
----------♥ Looking at the Sky ♥----------
Basically, when i look at the sky,mostly means that i'm lonely
I look at the sky when i'm lonely, because i know the sky is always with me
----------♥ Getting excited when i saw Clouds ♥----------
Somehow, clouds make me feel warm
And it look like cotton candy~ ♥
----------♥ Eating Sweets ♥----------
Well......no reason for eating sweets.....i juz ♥ them so much~
----------♥ Playing with Water ♥----------
Fun
Calms me down
Represents my tears
I'm just playful~ XD
----------♥ Listen to Songs ♥----------
Some songs really fit my situation or mood
It's my hobby
Can cheer me up
Basically, when i look at the sky,mostly means that i'm lonely
I look at the sky when i'm lonely, because i know the sky is always with me
----------♥ Getting excited when i saw Clouds ♥----------
Somehow, clouds make me feel warm
And it look like cotton candy~ ♥
----------♥ Eating Sweets ♥----------
Well......no reason for eating sweets.....i juz ♥ them so much~
----------♥ Playing with Water ♥----------
Fun
Calms me down
Represents my tears
I'm just playful~ XD
----------♥ Listen to Songs ♥----------
Some songs really fit my situation or mood
It's my hobby
Can cheer me up
Shuang~ ♥
Best bath eveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer~~ ♥ I stand in the middle of the water.....cry loud loud~XD wakaka~ ben lai my mama force me go park geh~>.< but i no mood la~so i ruuuuuuuuush to the toilet~! then take a loooooooong bath~ very shuang leh~cry liao~ nobody can hear me~ & hor,i cry cry xia,bu xiao xin suck dao water from my nose~T^T 555~~ headache~~ but now nothing liao~hehe~~ very shuang laarr~ ♥ no nid keep zhu, no nid ma fan anyone, can show my true weak self & theres a shower thingy crying with me aso~ I guess it'll take a loooooooooong time for someone to know my true self~ >.< that person must be my boy friend~ ♥ :3 no exceptions!!
I found out.......
I know y i like to play with water liao!!! well, to me la~ water......are like my tears? well, the more i play with them, the more i felt, at least the water hose,or the cloud,are crying too~ at least i'm not crying alone~~ :3 makes me happy that something, is crying with me~ well,pathetic~XD but but~thats my thought~
Miiii~~ ♥
Acting tough ain't good =.= friends, dun learn!! but but i have to be tough~ >.< or i'll kena bully or kena hurt all the time~ maybe nid wait till 20 years old baru can have someone to support me~ :3 gomenasai~ i dun wan to giv any ma fan to u guys anymore~hontoni gomenasai~ T^T u wanna support me now? impossible~~ oni my boy friend have the quan li,to do that~ XD wakaka~ man man deng la~~
Saturday 21 May 2011
好准……
★雙魚座☆的自我描述
我一靜下來就會思考,有時晚上都會睡不覺。我不知道為什麼會思 考那麼多的問題,也許是那
些問題在現實中我還沒有解決,或是根本 解決不好。有的時候我會突然間有些氣喘吁吁,呼吸急
促,那可能是 因為我當時的思考非常激烈。我似乎有詩人的天賦,總能營造出詩一 般的感覺。我
又好像有父母般的愛心,籍此來關懷我周圍的同伴、朋 友。我發覺我有時想得太多,以至於連自
己的精神都受到干擾,變得 有些憂慮,有些擔心。我會依靠我喜歡的事物來舒緩自己的壓力,也
許是游戲,也許還是思考。我的思維沒有盡頭,也不是每一次都有答 案,但是我依然感覺良好。
我一靜下來就會思考,有時晚上都會睡不覺。我不知道為什麼會思
些問題在現實中我還沒有解決,或是根本
促,那可能是
又好像有父母般的愛心,籍此來關懷我周圍的同伴、朋
己的精神都受到干擾,變得
許是游戲,也許還是思考。我的思維沒有盡頭,也不是每一次都有答
:(.....
I feel like dying right here right now~ =.=......no sweets to chew......haizzzzz...... gomenasai~ i very fan d hor~ >.< i selalu giv ma fan to ppl wan~ :( ~ maybe i'm the unluckiest thing in the whole universe T^T 5555555555~ dun get too close to me, onegai~i dun wanna hurt anyone anymore~T^T
T^T 5555~
As i thought......think too much,tired,sleep,bad dream,cry dao wake up,continued thinking the second i woke up......geezz....=.= sometimes i wish to be stupid or not so 多心, but, 1 word to describe.....impossible~
21.5.2011~ ♥
today......hmm......can count as happy lar~ XD never thought somebody will wait for me to on9 =.= . normally is i wait geh~~ XD so really happy luuu~ ♥ well.....last thing, i ♥ SWEETS~ :3 so nice,so sweet~hehe~~ ♥ have a good day~ ♥ Muakkzz~
Friday 20 May 2011
T^T
guo ran guo ran~ mu qian nobody say 520 to me~T^T 5555~~ but but i knew this would happen anyway~sooooooo...too bad~
3rd day of exam~
ahh~ 1st paper, some of it tembak geh! & 2nd paper no mood to color today~ >.< so the whole "art" let me spoil liao :P too bad~~
Wah~~ ♥♥♥
Today 520 leh~~ ♥ suddenly really wish to hav a boyfriend~ aaahhh~ if some boy at today, 13:14 p.m. say I ♥ U to me~~ or say 5201314 to me~~ i will marry him liao lor (not so kua zhang la,but i will very very very gam dong & will accept him,c is who first~ :P & it's impossible for something like that to happen,so i dun think too much lar)~~ XD ~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ That wish maybe nid wait next year d next year d next year d next year & many many more years after oni will happen liao~T^T
Boriiiing~
Boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing daooooooooooooooooo~!! nobody to chat wif =.= ~all sleepyhead~ =3= wake up lar!! i go u guys hse & slap u up lor~!! >.< sien neh~!! aaahhh!!!
Thursday 19 May 2011
2nd day of exam~
today is BC examination ~ well.....mian qiang ok ok lar~~ but i dun wanna get my hopes too high~so i can say that it went really bad~i tembak oni~XP ~ but well,today,had a great time,nice talk with friends~ & i ate kuey teow today~~ ♥ school d kuey teow so nice lar~~just spicy oni =.= well,hope everyone had a great time~ ♥
Wednesday 18 May 2011
Worried~
Dunno now my kawan-kawan at other school macam mana leh?? hope u guys happy always~ >.< ~ long time no c leh~! really miss u guys oh! Happy d, good lor~~keep being happy lar~ Sad d, kenapa oh? can tell me, i can borrow my ear~ Angry d, dun like that lar~ this world many ppl very qian da wan mar~ Disappointed d, no matter wad happen, dun be disappointed for too long yar~ >.< ~ Scared d, gambateh! i support support~! Kena kacao d, tell me which sam fan, i go help u gao dim~XD Anyways hope u guys happy & best wishes always. My kisses & wishes to u~ muaaakkkzzzz ~~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
First day of exam~!
Aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo~! Today have BM & Sejarah examination. BM penulisan, no eye c liao lar =.=.... BM pemahaman, all tembak!! XO ~ Sejarah aso all tembak~!! aahh~~hope u other ppl not so bad like me lar~gambateh gambateh oh~!! +u +u~juz like today,i will say +u to u guys before exam tmr aso~XD so u know i will always help u +u oh~
Monday 16 May 2011
讨厌
废咯你!!!发什么脾气?!班长有她的东西要做的啊!帮忙下会死是吗?班长一定要赶完那张纸的啦!不然我们怎样坐!!哭哭哭,只会哭!!!!!做什么鬼副班长啦!还有一个人~又讲讨厌他~结果还不是很谈得来?假到死~
果然……
有些时候,有些事情,是我必须做的吧…… 我每次都在,演成坏人,就是,没有人知道那些所谓 “真心对你” 的……在背后讲你坏话…… 算了~讲了你也不会信,为你好的,你也不会听,我果然在浪费时间……可是好歹曾经也是朋友,我有试过…… 那种感受,所以我宁愿演坏人,讲你,骂你,那些暗自讨厌你的人,咩开心死,因为你要讨厌,也只会讨厌我~。拜托!清醒点吧!!不是每个人都对你好的!!!为什么对你好的你不好好珍惜?如果你是灵魂,24小时也跟着你的 “真心朋友” 你才能肯定吧!算了,浪费时间!
回答某个自恋狂
我有讲你的朋友咩?没有的吗~ 我讲你在另一个学校什么什么什么罢了吗~我讲的人,是你那些朋友咩?我还没讲,你就承认了~ 狗?我要养,也养只可爱,听话的狗,不是人,除非你承认自己是一只狗!你喜欢你的事啦!我不喜欢我的事啦!哼~可笑极了……你……有很多东西你并不知道……她们对你好……有些人,不是真心的…… 算了,反正跟你讲你也不会信~ 我亲耳听到的东西,你都不信,我也不讲那么多了。你改了多少,我不理,我只懂,你可能越改越死,那是你的事,可能你朋友喜欢这种性格吧,不然就是你朋友全部都是这种性格。所以?所以就这样咯~
Sunday 15 May 2011
To:_____ (must read la u!! URGENT!!)
If theres one day i really did ran away from u (i couldn't rmb got ma) i did it on purpose =.= u c, u know y i wan khar kee(my BFF) here so much?? becuz, i told u liao ma,we always play play together wan ma~ so, trust me,i play play oni =.= man,u guys nid some sense of humor...... my my,an important thing for u......dun ever ever feel left out!! look closely,ok?? U R ONE OF US, ONE OF "US" ! DUN EVER FEEL LEFT OUT!! U R AN IMPORTANT PART OF US TOO!! NO U,NO US! WE 3,IS WE 3,THERES NOT GONNA BE A 2 ! understand???
this is,again,to the person,well,if u think i write this for u,then its u la!
this is,again,to the person,well,if u think i write this for u,then its u la!
微笑~ ♥
真心的微笑,永远会是最美的微笑~ ♥
所以,大家~不管你伤心、生气、思念、后悔……
笑笑吧~~ ♥ 心情会有好转哦~ ♥
你要知道~全世界,有一个人,会爱你哦~ ♥
可能那个王子/公主还没出现……
只要你耐心等待,你一定会找到属于你的那位王子/公主~ ♥
所以,你一定要保持开心,永远保留着那真心的微笑~ ♥
不然他/她不要你了哦~♥ 哈哈~~ ♥
加油吧~!笑一笑,没烦恼哦~ ♥
所以,大家~不管你伤心、生气、思念、后悔……
笑笑吧~~ ♥ 心情会有好转哦~ ♥
你要知道~全世界,有一个人,会爱你哦~ ♥
可能那个王子/公主还没出现……
只要你耐心等待,你一定会找到属于你的那位王子/公主~ ♥
所以,你一定要保持开心,永远保留着那真心的微笑~ ♥
不然他/她不要你了哦~♥ 哈哈~~ ♥
加油吧~!笑一笑,没烦恼哦~ ♥
累?
小姐,你累我不累啊?对阿~我们有copy~但是我们copy了还会承认,还会讲sorry,然后换掉它。你咧?等到我们逼到你才承认,然后你不是道歉的哦~还说“一点而已嘛~” 然后就当没这回事了。我们有在你后面讲你坏话咩?自恋到死~我们要讲,也讲到光明正大~哪像你,做错不承认的那种。顾你感受?哼,笑话!你凭什么要我们顾你感受?你都没顾我们感受~我们顾你的感受,浪费时间而已~你都不会珍惜的!你在新学校开心?你开心,只有几个可能性。1)她们和你,都是同类。2)她们不够了解你 3)她们故意利用你,接近你,但并不喜欢你的性格 4)你在发梦……哼……简直是笑话一个……愧我还相信你……你竟然,还是没有改……开玩笑……你改?可能!世界末日咯!!
Saturday 14 May 2011
给某人的
我,还没原谅你,你不要开心得早,我跟你讲话,不代表我原谅你,应该是因为,我同情你吧,看你酱可怜~我才和你讲话的,谁叫我心软,我真的很想,把这个心,变石头……你做过的事,我还记得清清楚楚……你乱乱骂了我的朋友,还酱好意思过去她们那边,跟她们借 project来“看”,结果,我们全部眼睁睁看着你抄,不是看。我朋友好到没有骂你,如果是我,我骂得不像样了。看?抄就对吧!自己没做,抄别人的,我也有抄,但是至少我又问,你简直讲“借看”的啊!!我还以为你会真心去改,我真的看错你了……别浪费我的时间,为你心软……我应该心软在,值得我心软的人,而不是在一个口说,没行动的人……
Thursday 12 May 2011
This song really feat me~T^T
Just when i felt so lonely, this song came out...... thats y i really love 2ne1.....thank you for this song.....love it very much.....nice song.....& really fit my situation now......
I wish khar kee was here~!!
I know y zui jin i so tired le!! i think too much dy =.=......many questions in my head fly lai fly qu~wan ask you bu gan.....i scared ask le ,things will become even worse.... i really "that" naughty meh? :( i cannot even have fun here?? with all the serious faces....haizz....i really wish khar kee was here...... really needed her....SOS.... zhong xue d friend, very good aso~but....有几个是真心的?我不知道咯......so long no play step leg edi ~T^T step lai step qu~so fun~~here no ppl can play wif me...T^T.....khar kee ya khar kee....i nid stay here 5 years leh..~T^T
Wednesday 11 May 2011
Help~~!
Khar Kee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whr the hell r u when i needed u!!!!!! I don't belong here! T^T nobody wants me here!! i'm a total burden!! More & more.....i felt that.....well....dunno how to explain...but the feeling is different than before....before at least i felt....a little needed.....now,i,am like,a 10000000kg burden,to my close friends in the entire school.My trust on the only close friends i have in the school..is shaking...i dun think they trust me anymore,ever since the day i cried,everything changed....i can feel it,the feeling that they think i'm a burden.....
Finally......
Now i can finally say this,nobody knows me......i guess i really don't belong here......nobody knows....how much effort i put in changing myself but not changing my true personality......i tried to change the bad things....but i guess....nobody appreciates it.....i'm just a fierce....useless....stupid girl.....& boys who like or liked me,wad the hell do u c in me =.= well u guys have bad taste~u're not the germs in my body,u don't know if i cared.....u have no right to say that i never cared about ur feelings....if i never cared,i wouldn't even talk to u right now! & FYI standard 4,5,6...i was scolded for 3 years...scolded for every single move i done,u dare say i wasn't scolded before? u dare say i dun know the feeling? u dare say i never cared? i dun wan u,to get the same ending i have! it's not gonna be good. i have friend problems since i was in kindergarten! thats y i keep changing!! If u're soooooo not willing to listen,soooooo hurt just to be "said" instead of "scold" & do u even understand wad "scold" is?? if it's gonna be this way.... then my feeling when i was in standard 4,5,6...even until now,the feelings are 10000000 times of yours... u never felt the pain...more than i do....in u guys mind, i never should have be born right? ^^ i guess i'm just a burden.....to everyone,no matter how much i changed, it's no use,people will still hate me,since i was in kindergarten i was hated....i only felt that i was needed when i was in 6C,thats y,i do anything to make them happy,thats y,i'll get angry if someone bullies them,thats y,i'm fierce,to protect,my friends! i'm selfish right? i guess i have no choice,since u think that,telling ur weak points means mocking u,making u unhappy, then i'll care less,& let more & more ppl hate u.Thats ur prob now,it always is,i very bat oni,ya,u should think that i very bat,wad aso wan guan,i'll never be "nice" in ur heart,i'll oni be "bat,selfish,stupid,fierce" in ur heart...我真心的付出,已经被你说成伤害你的多余的关心了...u r the one whos hurting ppl's feelings without thinking,if i just,hurt ur feelings without thinking,i wouldn't have cried that day,i would just walk to u,say ur weak points,& never talk to u again! i cried becuz i don't want to lose our friendship!! i cried becuz i dunno wad to do!! this,isn't an answer for anything or anyone, it's just for XXX if u thought i never cared or bla bla bla bla bla, then this is for u,the person in the world u thought i never cared about him/her,this is for u~
I'm tryiiiiiiiiiiiiiing~~!
Ah geez....read the bible...said i should do good always & god will punish the bad~so......ya........i tried to keep an open mind~ TRY not to be so mad at her....well....ah......i am....well TRYING....as hard as i could~ & now i prevented scolding bad words at her....thats a good sign right?? now....theres a new issue....since i can't scold bad words at her,instead,i do ugly faces at her =.=....now thats....a bad sign.....erm....i'll still try~i guess......
Gambateh~~♥♥♥
Exam d~~gambateh ya~~i aso nid add oil add oil jor~>.<~~ rmb oh~~ before exam,eat more sweets oh~~can help u're brain ya~^^ not lying lie~~ + u + u~~ haha~~no study d~~must chiong chiong chiong!! study d~study more!!! haha~gambateh~~ ♥♥ i support support u guys ya~muaaaaaaaaakkzzz~
Monday 9 May 2011
Ok Ok La~
Quite fun day~~but very dulan the Sejarah tc oni~crazy wan~didn't say today must bring project wad!! sot blak keep guai us!!!! fei lo~ then now nid us tmr finish Elemen 1....=.= nid ic, nid temu bual~!! Crazy!!!! so personal d thing aso wan know!!
Saturday 7 May 2011
Not so fun~
2day not so fun lor!! tc keep teaching maths.......& got a ppl duo chu lai geh =.=...wan say wad aso bu an......haix......aiyoyo.....i train myself to hate somebody le....now i scared i will 心软 again...=.=.....
Nice~~
Actually,i didn't quite notice it,but,i seemed really really happy yesterday.I never felt so happy after that thing happened.......but i saw someone's blog,& honestly,i was really happy yesterday,i know y i extra 38 jor~becuz that day i extra happy~ XD ~~aahh~~feel so nice now~ feel happy~ ;P ~ hope everyone have a happy happy day~!
Friday 6 May 2011
Lalala~ Fun~~
Today very fun yor~~2day i extra extra 38~ dunno y~>.< ~ i said i would change,but instead i became more 38 =.= ~ i can't help it~~i just ♥ to c my friend's kawaii smiling faces~~ i have to be cheerful & be myself to let them remain that way~ >.< ~ PJK we play Ice & Water~~ very fun~~hahax~~2day i keep singing lol~ :P ~ then at the end i pokai~ XD at the grass~~haha~but thx to that~i lied on the grass....looking at the amazing blue sky~ the blue makes me feel...calm i guess.....very calm....cools me down~ XP ~~ anyway~very fun today~~ ♥
Tq~~
Tq everyone~~ but honestly, i'm fine~^^ ok?? nothing happened...................................................... i 10000000000000% fine lar~~ i try not to cry in front of u guys dy lar~ >.< ~~ & I'm truly truly very very very very super sorry!!! to Pei Yee......& many other people.......i feel like a burden to u guys...... I'm so sry...... i need some time, i need to cool down......
Thursday 5 May 2011
Haiz......
I automatically assume people won't like me, so i don't talk to them unless they approach me first. I can't become a part of a crowd because I can't help feeling that i don't belong. <<<<<<<<<< This sentence, really fit me right now >.< i don't feel like i belong here......Khar Kee, Li Shan, Khai Lee,Wan Ni, Si Qing, Zhi Yih......all 6C ...... miss u guys so much, i belong more there...... i'll only make people sad here...... I'm tired, tired of thinking...... at least someone will like me there~ haiz...... i think i need to try to change my personality back to the "goody-goody girl" again...... hope i can~ hope i don't get bullied......again......But i will try the best that i could!!!!!!!!!! It's hard to find friends like that ever again~ Pei Yee, Kah Kei, Ai Lin, Sidney, Joey, Li Ling, Thitiporn, Jie Wen, Bi Ying, Mei Chee, Li Xia, Pei Wen....& banyak banyak banyak~!! u guys r amazing friends~~ ♥ So i'll do everything i can, to keep our friendship~ even if i have to change again......I will try~!! Wait for me yar~~^^ going full speed~~ >>>>>>>>>>
Sorry......
Gomenasai!!! >.< is my fault make u guys so fan....T^T gomenasai...... tq u all so help me & guan xin me~~ >.< ~truly truly sorry!!!!
Happy Birthday~♥♥♥
Happy Birthday to the super duper awesome,extra ultra cool Hibari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Happy B'day Hibari ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Wednesday 4 May 2011
Aarrghh!!
Wad do anyone know about me???!!! no one knows about me!!! except some of my friends......other ppl.....dun know wad is hidden under my so called "everyday happy" face = = ~i,can be angry,anytime u make me angry,i have a temper too,not only to a certain person,i can lose my temper on anyone...that make me angry....anywhere,anytime.....dun play play with me....
Waahh~~
Waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~ Today cloud damn pretty~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ makes me feel happy just by looking at it~~ ♥♥ somehow~looking at the clouds make me feel safe,warm,relieved,actually makes me think a lot,makes me appreciate what i have now~ ♥ thats y i ♥♥♥♥♥ them so so much~~
Rx
可能对你来说,你对我们做的,只是一个,比细菌还小的事情。但是,对我们来说,这些事情,已经深深地刻在我们心中。就是,一看到你,就想到,那些事,排排队,来打扰我们的思想……我们实在,不能相信你了,你骗了再骗,谎言上再加个谎言,直到无处可逃,才肯承认。真的,真的,太迟了,不要等失去了才去珍惜,我叫你珍惜,是不想这些事情发生,结果,已经太迟了。我们之前都已经被你玩饱了,现在才珍惜,已经是算迟了几千万年了。
Tuesday 3 May 2011
This is me ~ ♥
我很38,认识我的人,这个你应该懂咯~
我笑并不代表我开心咯~
我说“不是” 不一定真的代表“不是”咯~
千万不要问我,是不是喜欢谁谁谁,因为我会口是心非咯~
我生气,就代表我生气咯~
我哭,因为我伤心咯~很累咯~
我关心你,因为我关心你咯~
我喜欢你,就因为我喜欢你咯~
我讨厌你,这个啊~大把理由给你咯~
哪个混蛋敢惹我,我就慢慢惹回那个混蛋咯~
我不敢和你讲话,因为很尴尬咯~
所以咯,你一定要自动和我讲话咯~(尤其是男生)
人不犯我,我不犯人咯~
这就是我~ ♥
我是我,我喜欢的人是我喜欢的人,我讨厌的人是我讨厌的人~
我喜欢你,我不会说出来的咯~
男的,主动点啦~别让女的,等久了~
等有一天你说不喜欢她了~她的心在碎,你也不懂呀~
还有,她会一直在心里骂你笨咯~
因为她一直都在默默喜欢你呀~你不问,她不答咯~
别让女的后悔一辈子呀~~~~
我笑并不代表我开心咯~
我说“不是” 不一定真的代表“不是”咯~
千万不要问我,是不是喜欢谁谁谁,因为我会口是心非咯~
我生气,就代表我生气咯~
我哭,因为我伤心咯~很累咯~
我关心你,因为我关心你咯~
我喜欢你,就因为我喜欢你咯~
我讨厌你,这个啊~大把理由给你咯~
哪个混蛋敢惹我,我就慢慢惹回那个混蛋咯~
我不敢和你讲话,因为很尴尬咯~
所以咯,你一定要自动和我讲话咯~(尤其是男生)
人不犯我,我不犯人咯~
这就是我~ ♥
我是我,我喜欢的人是我喜欢的人,我讨厌的人是我讨厌的人~
我喜欢你,我不会说出来的咯~
男的,主动点啦~别让女的,等久了~
等有一天你说不喜欢她了~她的心在碎,你也不懂呀~
还有,她会一直在心里骂你笨咯~
因为她一直都在默默喜欢你呀~你不问,她不答咯~
别让女的后悔一辈子呀~~~~
Confused......
我懂你道歉了,但是,我还是,没办法再相信你了。我都不知道,你是否,真心,要去改。你口说,但是没有行动,是没用的……我还在怀疑,你是不是,真心真意,全心全意,地要改……我不知道该怎么办了……
To~ Rx
小姐呀小姐~我对你很“不错”吧~你终于知道我们的感受了吗?那你现在知道我们以前的忍耐力多强吗?你的头脑里,永远只有,谁错谁错,从来没有“我错”的字,就算你说了出来,你也没真心想过,我就是,认真地想过了,尽量把所有错误推在自己身上,有得推就推!做么你刚好相反的咧?尽量推在别人身上,有得推就推!我以前要改的,也不比你要改的少,这个我承认,至少,我改了~你只需,不抄人,不说谎,这些东西,并不难。我呢?我以前,还要学怎样有义气,怎样才能令我不要那么好玩~一大堆!!到最后,我终于想到了~唯一的办法就是,改变我的死脾气~我从一个好玩欠打的小妹妹,要改成,一个成熟懂事的~你懂有多难吗??我的整个性格terbalik咧!但是,我用心去改咯!当我开始要坏蛋的时候,我就会想起要改咯,我做的每一样东西,我都有用心去想过别人的感受。所以,改了后,被一个朋友欺负,才知道,太好,也不行。我只好,在适当的时候,对人凶。你对我凶,I Don't Care ~ 但是,你不要无缘无故,对我的朋友凶!!我把她们当我的命,她们不是你的命,不管我的事,反正你都是酱的人了,我不出奇!但我不允许你乱打扰,我的命!They are my life,u dun like it~ die away~!! 我都不懂你会不会读 tiam...... 为什么我们可以改,你就是偏偏不能,为什么我们可以忍,你就是偏偏不能!!!!!为什么呢?你问一下,你自己吧~时常问人问人~你从来不会把责任放在自己身上!
Back~~ ♥
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaackkkkk~~~ ♥ ~~ miss u miss u all~~ X) lalalalalalalalalalalalala~~ can hug mi computer again~~ ♥ miss the computer aso~~ misssssssss all kawan-kawan ~~ ♥ Singapore very fun xia leh~~first day,we reach thr late,so we eat jor dinner jiu sleep le.2nd day,we go Universal Studio~~very fun~~~~ Jurassic Park that thingy very nice to ride~~haha~~ci ji~~ & we go Far Far Away & c 4D ~~ quite scary leh~when the spider fall,u can feel it =.= kong bu dao.....beh tahan.....then we still got go all the places in Universal Studio lor~~ 3rd day,we go jalan-jalan at City Hall~or bla bla places,c the scenery~ pretty~~ ♥ ~ aahh~~too bad didn't ride the "Singapore Flyer" looks nice~~but that time quite late le,everyone tired,so my mama say cannot ride~T^T ~ then last day~morning wake up early,go ride bike at park~the park so big & clean oh~& is beside the beach tiam~so we can play at beach,but,that time the water 上朝-ing ~so not really much sand.....then water banyak-banyak =.= but i wanna play with the sand ma~but no sand~T^T so i no play lo~ i lazy to cycle & i takut pokai,so my papa 载 me~ X3 ~~ & i do nothing~wakaka~except raining d time i hold the umbrella loooo~~ then eat McDonald,then when i went back to the house,sleeeeeeeeeeeep until we packed our things,& prepare to go to the "Harbor Front"to wait for the bus~then in bus,boriiiiiiiiiiing dao sei~haix haix~becuz 塞车, we 11 something oni reach home~so now oni can on com lor~~T^T ~~ anyways~~ still gonna say~ I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkkkkk~ ♥ Muakz muakz muakz~~ ♥♥♥ kisses to all ♥♥♥
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