Finally......

Now i can finally say this,nobody knows me......i guess i really don't belong here......nobody knows....how much effort i put in changing myself but not changing my true personality......i tried to change the bad things....but i guess....nobody appreciates it.....i'm just a fierce....useless....stupid girl.....& boys who like or liked me,wad the hell do u c in me =.= well u guys have bad taste~u're not the germs in my body,u don't know if i cared.....u have no right to say that i never cared about ur feelings....if i never cared,i wouldn't even talk to u right now! & FYI standard 4,5,6...i was scolded for 3 years...scolded for every single move i done,u dare say i wasn't scolded before? u dare say i dun know the feeling? u dare say i never cared? i dun wan u,to get the same ending i have! it's not gonna be good. i have friend problems since i was in kindergarten! thats y i keep changing!! If u're soooooo not willing to listen,soooooo hurt just to be "said" instead of "scold" & do u even understand wad "scold" is?? if it's gonna be this way.... then my feeling when i was in standard 4,5,6...even until now,the feelings are 10000000 times of yours... u never felt the pain...more than i do....in u guys mind, i never should have be born right? ^^ i guess i'm just a burden.....to everyone,no matter how much i changed, it's no use,people will still hate me,since i was in kindergarten i was hated....i only felt that i was needed when i was in 6C,thats y,i do anything to make them happy,thats y,i'll get angry if someone bullies them,thats y,i'm fierce,to protect,my friends! i'm selfish right? i guess i have no choice,since u think that,telling ur weak points means mocking u,making u unhappy, then i'll care less,& let more & more ppl hate u.Thats ur prob now,it always is,i very bat oni,ya,u should think that i very bat,wad aso wan guan,i'll never be "nice" in ur heart,i'll oni be "bat,selfish,stupid,fierce" in ur heart...我真心的付出，已经被你说成伤害你的多余的关心了...u r the one whos hurting ppl's feelings without thinking,if i just,hurt ur feelings without thinking,i wouldn't have cried that day,i would just walk to u,say ur weak points,& never talk to u again! i cried becuz i don't want to lose our friendship!! i cried becuz i dunno wad to do!! this,isn't an answer for anything or anyone, it's just for XXX if u thought i never cared or bla bla bla bla bla, then this is for u,the person in the world u thought i never cared about him/her,this is for u~