I admit that my life isn't bad, it's good actually, i'm happy & satisfied. But i'd be lying if i said that there's no downs in my life. Sometimes i wonder wad i did wrong. What is it that i do, that is so wrong that people have to talk about me behind my back?
Is having red spectacles a problem? Or is it because it's me? Is having small mouth a problem? It's not that i wanted it, i was born with it. Things that could be a compliment became criticism. If you want to talk about me, fine. Say it to my face, don't try to say it so loudly & think i cannot hear it. I'm not deaf & ur voice is not that soft either.
Is giving my opinion something i shouldn't do too? I know some of them people can't handle it if i say it in person so i would say it to someone else (basically meaning, talking behind ur back) & maybe because it's me, & i gave an opinion that u dun agree with, i'm criticized again. It's like u guys can talk about me & i can't talk about u, wow, that's like, sooooo fair.
A short explanation on opinions- For me, i c it as what people think about what u do. If wad u do seem like u're trying to start a fight (even if u're not trying to) that's what people think you're doing. If people c you dat way, it means da thing dat u do seems dat way. If what they say is not true, you could explain urself nicely. It's nothing bad, it should be accepted cooly, but then some people chose to be all bishy about it.
Is this what they call face problem? Whatever i do i get criticized, what did i do that made them do that to me. Why is it me? I mean, there's other peoples in class but why me? & i wonder why they would magically know wad i say about them, when i oni told it to that one person whom i trust.
I'll choose wad to tell to whom, very carefully from now on. I have serious face problem. People just don't like me, i don't like them either. People are out there f-ing they're own life & suddenly decided to f mine. Lesson learnt.
Love,
Kylee
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