As da title says. I feel really weird today ._. I was in a good mood at first, first thing i did is open youtube & listen to kpop musics & stuff. & then i went to facebook & twitter. My mood suddenly went suuuuuper down =o= i have no idea why. It's not like i saw anything i wasn't supposed to. I just felt sad for no freakin reason == which made me kinda mad.
& according to my unnecessary research, i found out that teenagers nowadays have so much worries & stuff /.\ which *bi-ka-boom* me, & i thought really seriously about what worries i have. Apart from studies, i don't really have any major problems. I'm shoooo lucky :3 nice family, nice friends, nice food, nice clothes, i basically have everything i want & need.
As for "love" which some teenagers experience nowadays. I'm not quite sure if i fall in love easily.... but i do know that i'm kinda clingy xD i would never give up on da person i like unless i like someone else. Which i am doing now :3 waiting for someone else. But well i'm living a happy life xD fangirling freely when i see my crush< even though we have a past, but it doesn't affect me so i'm cool.
& i thought about what would happen if we grow up D: i'll lose that bubblyness in me Q.Q actually, most people already lost it /.\ but i wanna keep being all bubbly :[ I actually think teenagers should be all jumping around like a crazy idiot but gosh people nowadays are so damn mature =o= We should all be like our parents, they went to swim in random rivers, catching random insects & stuff. A childhood like that isn't bad.
So if u actually know me< as in u met me in school or wadever. You'll probably notice that i stick to that 1 friend all da time. I'm obviously not sociable, sometimes have random conversations with random friends but i'm rarely in a group of people. Da reason is obvious though, i don't fit in ._. But i do have some pretty awesome friends, so i usually mix around randomly, go here bat xia, go there bat xia. :3
My wish for da day. Hope i'll be able to stick to this bubbly, easily satisfied personality of mine even when i grow up :] basically, i hope that i grow physically, maybe a little bit mentally, but don't change much about my personality. # HTNGU :]
Love,
Kylee
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