Holidaayyss

I am now spending my time joyfully cuz it's da year-end holidays. I've been waiting for these few months since da first day i started school. @3@ SPM students have to wait for like a month for their holidays :\ poor thing, but well, once they finish their exams i'm sure they'll all enjoy their time too.

& so, my schedule for da past few weeks was like "waking up ,going to work ,arrives home ,play ,sleep" But at least i'm not lonely, cuz my bestie Katty came to work at my mum's shop :3 & she stays over at my house~ Which makes it super fun~

& my feelings & emotions for da past few weeks was full of love  & it's of course, because of Jeon Jungkook ♥ He's just a super hot, handsome dude dats born in 1997 , sings, raps & dances and is da maknae of BTS. Such perfection  & he looks hotter with his bangs up

That's all for today, hope everyone have a wonderful holiday :]

Love,
Kylee

 & a Jungkook pic dat is good for ur eyes 

Friends

Since they're kind enough to write about me, i'll just write about them too.

Jason - I've known this dude for about 3 years now, there's nothing much to say about him. Kinda annoying, his way of speech is unbearable. Hmm....well, i guess he's creative, caring & so on. Well i gotta compliment him on his determination ._. & he thinks too much. The main point is, he's my best guy friend & he's not a bad person at all.

Katty - My best lady friend~ tadahhhh. I've also known her for about 3 years. She's kind of weird, kind of funny, kind of pretty < all thx to me, kind of interesting. She seems like someone caring, incredibly slow at understanding stuff. We have a lot in common, our taste in dudes & all. We click well together :3 dats one of da main reasons we're best buddies, we do lots of stupid stuff together & i kind of love her very much. :D

Love,
Kylee 

A.R.M.Y ?

First of all, i'm not going to NS or something ._. & this is just another random post about K-Pop, so, those who are not interested of course u don't have to read it.

So, da story is dat BTS have an official fan name now, yayy~! I was pretty excited until i actually know wad da fan name is =o= basically it's called A.R.M.Y , it sounds pretty ridiculous & hilarious to me actually but it's not like i can change it .__.

Da meaning of this name

1) ARMY military means in English. Always with the fan club and military body armor and bulletproof, so with the Boy Scouts always means. << I don't get this at all, i just copied it from a website ._.

2) Adorable Representative M.C for Youth << This is pretty funny /.\ but it's da only thing i understand about this name so,yea.... ._. 

Have a great day guys~

Love,

Kylee

BTS ♥ ( A pretty long, fangirly post )

Introducing, my new bias group *drumroll* Bangtan Boys~!! ♥ Ja-jjan~ They're a hip hop group from Big Hits Ent. & i like their concept & look very very much & they're new, yayy! which means they'll be easier to stalk, since there won't be so much videos to catch up to. xD & they're songs are very nice too~! ♥

I'll just do a brief introduction on da members.

from left to right : V (he's very good looking to me), Suga (rapper), Jin (visual), Jungkook (maknae & my ultimate bias ♥), Rap Monster (leader), Jimin (his abs are nice), J-Hope (he look a liiiiitle bit like Lee Joon)

Da oldest is Jin, which is 21 years old & da youngest is oni 1 year older than me~ ♥ Yayy~ which is one of da reasons he's my bias & he likes Red,White & Black, & he likes drawing, & he's kinda good looking, soooooo, he's my bias x3

& a nice & kind friend to friend advice for u guys :3 backoff ladies =o= rawwrrr, shoo shoo, dun like them, plz plz plz plz pleaaaaaaase dun like them. I've switched from Big Bang to B1A4 to BtoB to Infinite to them cuz all of u girls keep snatching my bias group T^T & saying "My hubby T.O.P so leng zaii~" stuff like dat, & i completely lost my presence & nobody even knows i like them. /.\

Screw u crazy fangirls around me =o= if u're from another state/school or wadever i wun even mind dat much, as long as my cute friends around me doesn't like them i dun mind at all ;] Miehahahaha, have a greeeeaaaaat day.

Love,

Kylee

School

After a few days of holidays cuz of da haze. School reopens tmr! Yayyyyyiissshhhh. I am not excited at all. Well, i don't hate school... i just don't like it that much? On second thought, yea, i hate school. There just isn't anything to like about it.

Oh well, since they already gave us 3 days of holidays < actually it's just 2 days, i skipped one of them. Anyway, i'll just be nice & go to school. T^T Even though i love my soft & comfy bed so so much.... Haiz /.\ school just kills my mood.

So, wish all of you have a good night's rest & stay healthy. Bye byeeee.

Love,
Kylee 

Feeling weird D: [long post]

As da title says. I feel really weird today ._. I was in a good mood at first, first thing i did is open youtube & listen to kpop musics & stuff. & then i went to facebook & twitter. My mood suddenly went suuuuuper down =o= i have no idea why. It's not like i saw anything i wasn't supposed to. I just felt sad for no freakin reason == which made me kinda mad.

& according to my unnecessary  research, i found out that teenagers nowadays have so much worries & stuff /.\ which *bi-ka-boom* me, & i thought really seriously about what worries i have. Apart from studies, i don't really have any major problems. I'm shoooo lucky :3 nice family, nice friends, nice food, nice clothes, i basically have everything i want & need.

As for "love" which some teenagers experience nowadays. I'm not quite sure if i fall in love easily.... but i do know that i'm kinda clingy xD i would never give up on da person i like unless i like someone else. Which i am doing now :3 waiting for someone else. But well i'm living a happy life xD fangirling freely when i see my crush< even though we have a past, but it doesn't affect me  so i'm cool.

& i thought about what would happen if we grow up D: i'll lose that bubblyness in me Q.Q actually, most people already lost it /.\ but i wanna keep being all bubbly :[ I actually think teenagers should be all jumping around like a crazy idiot but gosh people nowadays are so damn mature =o= We should all be like our parents, they went to swim in random rivers, catching random insects & stuff. A childhood like that isn't bad.

So if u actually know me< as in u met me in school or wadever. You'll probably notice that i stick to that 1 friend all da time. I'm obviously not sociable, sometimes have random conversations with random friends but i'm rarely in a group of people. Da reason is obvious though, i don't fit in ._. But i do have some pretty awesome friends, so i usually mix around randomly, go here bat xia, go there bat xia.  :3

My wish for da day. Hope i'll be able to stick to this bubbly, easily satisfied personality of mine even when i grow up :] basically, i hope that i grow physically, maybe a little bit mentally, but don't change much about my personality. # HTNGU :]

Love,
Kylee

Holiday

Finally, it's da school holidays~ weeeeee~ i'm sure many students were waiting for this & i'm super excited :3

So, da last 2 weeks, we were having exams. & i'm not confident in any of them. So, let's talk about happy stuff. We have 2 weeks of holidays, which is great news, we can do tons & tons of stuff, sleep late, wake up late, do everything late.

& since i have nothing else to say, i'll just end this. Good byeeee :] happy school holidays~~

Love,
Kylee

Hyde :]

VIXX is back again xD yeesss. They get more & more sexier after each comeback @3@ I wanted to post this a few days ago but i was lazy.

This MV is basically about da dude saying some means stuff to his girl & then he kept thinking stuff like "did i say dat? why did i say dat? it wasn't me who said that." .Then he kinda got a personality disorder xD i'm kidding, da first sentence is true though. Go listen~!! It's nice~

Love,
Kylee

16/5 [long post alert!]

I'm in an extreeeeeeeemely good mood today :3 Wearing a singlet & shorts + da apple hair makes me feel at home< cuz i definitely won't go out looking like this. I woke up at 9++ then i followed my mum to send my bro to school & i came back home, ate breakfast, did some housework & then my mum went to work so, voila~ officially home alone.

& da main reason why i'm happy cuz today is teacher's day~ & i'm obviously not happy because of that, i'm happy cuz there's no school~weeeeeeeeeeee~ technically, i should go to school today but i'm not interested in da speeches & performances. Basically, i feel like i did lots of stuff today, & if i follow my time table for da rest of da day, then i would definitely feel happy cuz i completed everything i planned to do.

Another super great news for me is that i'm officially 41 kg Q.Q thank you God. I ate diligently. ToT & so i'm gonna exercise today too, cuz i dun wanna be fat, i wanna be fit ._. so i'm working hard on it XD i'm doing lots of stuff to beautify maself, cuz my mum always told me that i'm supposed to look pretty at this age /.\

& of course i studied, cuz exams started so i gotta work hard if i want some good results, i did concentrate a lot this time but i studied later than i should, so i don't expect anything much.... tmr is da BC exam, but i already feel like holiday mood /.\ it's not like i'm confident but i'll be way more worried if it's Sej tmr T^T but unfortunately, Sej exam is over so i can't chg anything anymore.

I dun like it when people compare answers after da exam & stuff /.\ cuz i normally answered wrongly, so when they say stuff like "u choose A? me too me too, we confirm correct liao lar" but then my answer is not A, it'll make me feel all gloomy & stuff =o= so i rather wait for da results to come out. So, happy teachers day to all da teachers in da world & have a great day everyone~

Love,
Kylee

What's happening?

B1A4's new song ♥ It's cute~ But da girl in da MV kinda freaks me out ._. 

Love,

Kylee

T-ara N4

Their new song is quite nice x] cute mv & dance. Da lyrics kinda matches what me & few of da people around me are feeling lately. Basically saying, our lives are none of other people's business, so stop talking sh!t about other people. & voila~

It's worth watching, so watch it please~! There's a drama version MV of dis song, watch it too~ 

Love,

Kylee

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I admit that my life isn't bad, it's good actually, i'm happy & satisfied. But i'd be lying if i said that there's no downs in my life. Sometimes i wonder wad i did wrong. What is it that i do, that is so wrong that people have to talk about me behind my back?

Is having red spectacles a problem? Or is it because it's me? Is having small mouth a problem? It's not that i wanted it, i was born with it. Things that could be a compliment became criticism. If you want to talk about me, fine. Say it to my face, don't try to say it so loudly & think i cannot hear it. I'm not deaf & ur voice is not that soft either.

Is giving my opinion something i shouldn't do too? I know some of them people can't handle it if i say it in person so i would say it to someone else (basically meaning, talking behind ur back) & maybe because it's me, & i gave an opinion that u dun agree with, i'm criticized again. It's like u guys can talk about me & i can't talk about u, wow, that's like, sooooo fair.

A short explanation on opinions- For me, i c it as what people think about what u do. If wad u do seem like u're trying to start a fight (even if u're not trying to) that's what people think you're doing. If people c you dat way, it means da thing dat u do seems dat way. If what they say is not true, you could explain urself nicely. It's nothing bad, it should be accepted cooly, but then some people chose to be all bishy about it.

Is this what they call face problem? Whatever i do i get criticized, what did i do that made them do that to me. Why is it me? I mean, there's other peoples in class but why me? & i wonder why they would magically know wad i say about them, when i oni told it to that one person whom i trust.

I'll choose wad to tell to whom, very carefully from now on. I have serious face problem. People just don't like me, i don't like them either. People are out there f-ing they're own life & suddenly decided to f mine. Lesson learnt.

Love,
Kylee

Another side of me?

I have a really weird.....personality or wadever u call it. I just found out recently, that i can be super obsessed at something & i could just change to another thing/ completely stop being obsessed about it. It's a good thing to me but it's kinda weird.

Examples: I love reading love stories, but now i wouldn't even touch them. & not so long ago i was obsessed with Minhyuk, i completely forgot about him now =o= I like Infinite, i still kinda like them now. The issue is now it's "kinda". i was madly in love with korean idols but now it seems like i don't care & i like all of them equally ._. The longest one i like for now is Big Bang, such a pity i had to let them go.

Ohhhh well, that's all for today. I just got real bored so i decided to write here. Have a nice day~

Love,
Kylee

01/02

Sorry, i should've posted this 2 days ago. Anyway, 1st of Feb was supposed to be a wonderful day. Da beginning of a new month & my birthday is in Feb, so i like February very very much. But then, they decided they should change da student's classes. So i changed to sad & worried mode.

Most of us stayed in Epsilon. But 10 of us left. :[ Few of my closest friends left too. We basically cried like hell < some of da ppl who left didn't cry<< strong, i admire them. Anyway, we cried like hell. Thinking about  all da times we spent together bla bla. Greeting da teacher was kinda hard, our monitor's voice is like, shaky & da next time we ever greet da tc again, it will be with other students, which is sad.

Ai Lin ahhh~ T^T She was my first friend ever in this school. We were close & we still are now. She understand a lot of my feelings, & we kinda have endless things to say. I guess having gud results isn't fantastic at all. :[ Even though da tc always say like, "It's not like chg school or wad, still in same school." But seriously, we oni hav 20 mins of recess time & some of da students have a van to catch after school. & it's not like every one of us is always free & we could hang out every time. I'll miss her. :[

& all da other students dat are leaving, i won't mention here or i'll cry again. /.\ I know it's cliche but i don't think anyone will forget about them & they'll always be a part of Epsilon. & i don't think i'll ever say stuff like that again, sounds kinda cheesy & lame to me. Monday will be a supa dupa long day. & thx to rx for reminding /.\ i found out dat all of da girls in KT left ._. which leaves oni me.< & a new student. Shit ! I "think" i can survive, it won't be dat bad...i hope. But i'll manage. To me, da ones dat are leaving are a lot more kesian, at least i can still stay in my own class.

To those dat are leaving: Take care T^T if ppl bully u guys just beat da hell out of them, or u can just let them bully u & use dat as an excuse to chg back to E class. If u dun like option 2, just stick with option 1 & talk with ur fists< not recommended. Find us often & we'll try to find u often too Q3Q & let's all try to be in da same class next year< don't count me in cuz i'm not aiming for Science class. So..... let's just hang out more. I love u guys ToT ♥ Ps. I might look at u guys with da "i pity u" face on Monday, but that's not really wad i mean, i can't really control my expression when i'm sad, so don't get da wrong idea.

Love,
Kylee

Minhyuk ♥♥♥♥♥

Since i'm in super fan girl mode right now, i decided to spend some time writing this. @w@ Basically i'm just gonna explain about him ♥

Er-herm. Just in case u didn't know< i would much prefer u not to know<< i don't like sharing, sorry :] Minhyuk is da super hot guy that has been my profile pic since...i dunno when. He's just this super cute, handsome, hot, sexy, chic, fashionable, adorable, charming, interesting, incredible, athletic, muscular man that can rap, sing, dance, act, aegyo, do acrobatics, write & compose songs, hardworking & be sexy, cute & manly at da freakin same time. :3 

So, that's almost everything about him....& he's my ultimate ideal type ♥ So.....i just wanna tell u guys..... please don't fall in love with him ._. I just decided to "share" this cuz i feel like releasing all my fan girling vibe here so i don't have to do it elsewhere. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE T^T go love Big Bang, G-Dragon, T.O.P & all da other members T^T i have to let them go because they suddenly go *poof* super famousssss, & da whole school's talking bout them, how hot,cool, handsome their "husbands" are< dream on please, dream on. So don't fall in love with him @3@ it will be much appreciated. 

Love,

Kylee

Minhyuk ♥ T^T

I watched da Romantic & Idol season 2 ep 2< without subs so i dun understand a thing<< & i skipped most of it except Minhyuk's part .___. But da point is i'm so jelly noowww T^T Luckily, i don't hate any of those girls< except one, but i dun think he'll be with that one<< since they're from da same company & all. But still, i'm so jellyyyyyyy ToT whoever that can date with him is amazingly lucky ._. & it's kinda complicated<< since it's like A like B, B like C stuff like dat, or triangular love bla bla, so i can't wait to c da new eps /.\ So, that's all for today, lots & lots of love to people that actually spend time reading this, muuaaakkkzz♥ 

Ps. I'm basically in fan-girly mode so.....i feel bubbly, weird, ridiculously liking everything right now < for example it's kinda like a girl in love @.@ Anyways~ tata~

Love,

Kylee